So much for that

I think I am going to have to put Tawny on Valium every day I want to leave. Friday I went to the post office, got the oil changed, and went to the grocery store. I left the dogs at home and didn't have any problems with them. Today I went for a run and had problems. I just wanted to beat the crap out of that dog.

I suppose it could be worse. She could have damaged my stuff. And all I had to do was clean up. But I just don't get it. What caused her to snap? There was no rain or storms like there have been the past three days. She has over a dozen dog toys on the floor. How can she be good one day and not the next. I hate the idea of drugging her when I'm only going to be gone a half hour, but I cannot deal with the stress. I'm not going to do all my runs on the treadmill just so I don't have to leave her. What happens when I want to go to a friend's for dinner? I'm not taking her. One of these days I'm going to work where I can't bring her and she is going to be home all day every day. Will I have to drug her daily? Ugh. I guess we'll deal with that as it comes.